Just letting you know I’m still here, still truckin’. To be brutally honest, I’ve spend the last week going to work, coming home, eating dinner, and sleeping. If I’m not sleeping, I’m working. If I’m not working, I’m sleeping. I know it’s sad and pathetic, and in the future I’m going to regret having wasted so much time just feeling bad for myself, but.. that’s where I’m at right about now.<\/p>\n
I spent 5-6 months preparing for this test. I’ve spent 2-3 hours a day<\/i> studying, every single day, for this test. I spend my 11 day vacation writing applications, pulling all nighters, and writing essays.<\/p>\n
And in one swoop, it’s all quite possibly for nothing. I can reapply in September and they’ll evaluate<\/i> my status, but that guarantees nothing. I still may fail the exam even if succeed in getting the right to take it. Or just get flat out rejected again. In that case, I spent 6 more months of my life making no forward progress.<\/p>\n
So.. yeah. That about sums up why I’m spending my days feeling bad for myself. I’ll bounce back eventually.<\/p>\n
In other news, I put a twitter-feed on the right-hand side, for anyone who feels like following my life on and even more stalker-ish basis than this journal.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Just letting you know I’m still here, still truckin’. To be brutally honest, I’ve spend the last week going to work, coming home, eating dinner, and sleeping. If I’m not sleeping, I’m working. If I’m not working, I’m sleeping. I know it’s sad and pathetic, and in the future I’m going to regret having wasted so much time just feeling bad for myself, but.. that’s where I’m at right about now.<\/p>\n
I spent 5-6 months preparing for this test. I’ve spent 2-3 hours a day studying, every single day, for this test. I spend my 11 day vacation writing . . . → Read More: Well hullo thar<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9,1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.jrem.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/399"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.jrem.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.jrem.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.jrem.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.jrem.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=399"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.jrem.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/399\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":425,"href":"http:\/\/www.jrem.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/399\/revisions\/425"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.jrem.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=399"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.jrem.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=399"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.jrem.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=399"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}