03/19/2005: "Looking back.."

Current Sounds: Amika Hattan - To The Light
Currently Feeling: Headache-y.. but otherwise okay.

Looking back on today.. what did I actually get done? I guess it depends on what you consider "worthwhile". I did alot, but not really much in the way of productivity. I replied to one e-mail and will reply to two more before going to sleep, but other than that.. I mostly just played games or worked on a new project on the computer I really shouldn't have started. On a positive note, I beat another GP match in "Pokemon Dash" [DS] and beat took the high score for score mode in "Yoshi's Touch and Go" [DS]. So.. yay!

For some reason, my mind's been wandering back to alot of things lately.. mostly things that are well in the past. I really think I've just been alone and left with my thoughts for too long for the most part (over the past few days of spring break, I've found it interesting how many hours one can go without having to say a word at all. Also interesting how much longer you can go without having any form of meaningful conversation, outside of pleasantries), but other than that.. I guess I've just had an overwhelming feeling of change lately. Not in me, really.. but in the world around me. From minor to major things, it's undeniable that the world in which I live is changing. The only real questions are "when" and "how fast". Alas, I doubt answers for either will be quick to come.

Tack on another e-mail I need to write before I go to sleep. Just to make sure I actually get it done.

I think that's about all I have for right now. Just going to do a few quick things (mostly write e-mails) and then go off to bed before waking up and doing this whole thing all over again. I don't really feel like sleeping right now.. but I really should. We'll see how it goes.

I'm sure I'll write some time soon.


Jason