03/24/2005: "Oh, I'm asleep. Really."

Current Sounds: Silent Hill 2 - The Theme Of Laura
Currently Feeling: Don't feel like sleeping..

Booked my hostel stay in Tokyo. 6 nights, 7 days. Will provide dates later. Again, I want to at least make the stalking thing a little difficult (otherwise, how do I know I'm truly being stalked if there's no effort going into it?). I might cut back on how long I'll be there. It really depends on what kind of stuff I can keep myself occupied with, where I can go, and how much money I have. If I cut back, I'll probably be staying in a private room, living "the good life". I know I at least want to stay in a private room on my way back. At least experience it once or twice.

I really, really don't feel like sleeping. I'll just be tired after sleeping for about 5 or so hours. I don't really care about what's going on, either.. so it might just be easier to be half-awake all day. Plus, it's almost the weekend. Can sleep in.

... it's late. I get weird when I'm up late. Do ignore me. It's easier. Plus, I guess I don't take being blown off all that well. Somewhat of a blow to my already "overinflated" self-esteem.

Yeah.. really. Ignore me. I'm sure I'll be that "better" thing tomorrow. Or at least I'll stop talking about it.

I'll see about writing tomorrow..


Jason