05/17/2005: "Leaving in.. 7 hours."

I'm about to leave in 7 hours.. haven't even slept yet, so I really need to soon (considering I need to leave for the airport even sooner).

Nervous.. I guess would be an understatement. 3 months.. going off to do something I've never quite done before. Yeah.. I'm still not quite sure about this.

I don't even know if I can sleep tonight. Terribly nervous. Have that strange sinking feeling that occurs before anything really new and strange happens.

But.. alas, life goes on. I'm sure I'll be dancing and singing and all that good stuff.. I'm sure. Just have an insanely long flight to go through first.

I'll try to write soon, and I assume my optimism might be a little more.. optimistic? Don't worry about me, I go through this before anything new happens. It's just kinda.. me-ish.

So! Will write soon.... from Japan.


Jason