Juxtaposed in Japan

05/22/2005: "I am Jack's burning disappointment.."

Voices of a Distant Star - Track 01

Well.. disappointed?

Not really going to go into detail. The subject kinda gives a good enough explanation. Just kinda.. upsetting how things don't work out sometimes. Maybe, just maybe, I'd like them to work out.

.. yeah, I'm not a ray of sunshine right now. So I'm going to go lock myself up and sleep. Maybe I'll lie about it and be more chipper in the morning.

Mix this recent disappointment, the stress of travelling to uncertainty in 2 days, my paranoia, the strange "you're completely screwed, but don't think about it too much" messages I'm getting from the homefront, and some other details and.. well.. I just don't care for it.

Yeah.. I'll try to write later. Hopefully it'll be a bit better.

Posted by Jason

Jason

Replies: 2 comments

On Monday, May 23rd, Joe said:

sad I am so so sorry that this is not one of the happiest times in your life and Heather's. I suspect people are playing awful games at home..possibly seeing this as an opportunity to kick both of you out. Is there anything I can do? Do you need a home? Oh, Please tell me if I can send you any monies or anything to help you in a bad situation that I really do not know about. But, of course, you both could say quit meddling because it is none of your business...

On Monday, May 23rd, Jason said:

Hi, Joe.. Did you get my e-mail I sent earlier (to your yahoo address)? Sorry I haven't been sending much.. usually up and out during the day and come back in and sleep.

As far as things go, they've picked up a bit now, so please don't worry about it. I'll figure things out somehow.. and right now, we are having a great time. Just some stuff I didn't expect happened and I thought plans were ruined when I wrote that. But, things are better now.

I'll write to you again soon. I hope everything's well, and take care!