08/31/2005: "Between the real world and the land of dreams."

Can't.. keep.. my eyes.. open. I really need to stop doing this to myself. I wake up incredibly tired in the morning (due mostly to the fact that I go to sleep incredibly late) and stay in a general state of being half-awake, half-asleep all day. Alas, I know I'll keep doing this day in and day out. Tonight, I'll be up late, and tomorrow I'll wake up early again. Lovely.

Don't really have much to say about my day, as not much has happened and I'm not really aware of much of my environment as it is today. Too tired to pay attention to the world around me. I have alot of e-mails I need to reply to and some phone calls I need to make as well. Not too good. Unfortunately, I seem to be avoiding the world right now. It's nothing personal against anyone in particular. I'm just kinda avoiding things in general.

I need to be more social, though. Or at least I think I should. It'd be better if I actually knew some more of these "people" things. I think it would help. Not really quite sure where to start on something so abstract as "being more social", though.

Not sure if it counts, but I believe I'm going to church this Sunday. Need to make a few phone calls and check up on the information (time, meeting place, etc), but I don't forsee anything standing in the way of this. Now, I should add that I'm not exactly keen on this, but I am going voluntarily. It's just a long story as to why I would do something like that. Let's just say that I think it can stand to do me some good, and not for the church value. I'll go into it later, when I can string two thoughts together into something that makes sense.

I need to go walk about 15 feet to my classroom, so I should be off. If I have time, I have a web browser running on my PSP now, so I can post, get online, etc from my PSP. Yay! Typing really isn't fun, but when you have enough free time, you can write fairly long passages (as I did in Japan with my cell phone).

Off I go to class. Odds are I probably will be half-asleep, it'll be good if I can take some notes at all.. since it's the second day, I don't imagine it'll be too important anyway. I just hope I'm awake enough for Japanese this afternoon. That's actually important.

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Cheap Hong Kong anime. o_O Did you find this link? Merry Christmas! But, I posted it for me since I was too lazy to log into my e-mail and send it or write it down somewhere.. so, ignore this.
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