Juxtaposed in Japan

12/05/2005: "When we can't see the future, we look to the past. It's not always better."

Clicking, footsteps, typing..

Japanese Oral Presentation Script

Pointless post. Still feeling mostly worthless in the world. Have tons of work to do and no idea where to start.

The month's just begun, but it feels like everything's coming to an end. I hate this feeling. This constant sinking dread. The emptiness. It feels like every second is preciously wasted. Like I have so many things to do, but nothing ever gets done.

So I sit here and scan in my oral presentation script. It's written purely in Japanese with kanji, so I don't imagine many will be able to read it (it's also hard to read, since the scanner scanned it too lightly). But it doesn't really matter. It's not too interesting. The title (written in English and Japanese) basically explains everything.

I need to go to class.

Posted by School

School

Replies: 3 comments

On Tuesday, December 6th, Joe said:

sad I hope my small gift can help cheer you up even a little. I wish I knew how to aid you in the best way. Please feel free to contact me anytime. Has anyone told you today? Well, if not, I will..I love you Jason..

On Wednesday, December 7th, Joe said:

It was great talking with you again, but I feel so sad. You are depressed a bit..I sense that..nothing to look forward to even though your blessed 20th birthday is near. No prospects for a joyful summer and too much school work. How I wish I could help you dear sson of my heart. I would send you to Japan if I could. I really would. Non Carborundum Illegitimi...do not let the bastards grind you down. That was a plaque on my father's desk at work. He was a senior vice president of a bank..

On Thursday, December 8th, Kat said:

Jason...i'm in a similar place...i'm soo sorry. Can i do anything to help? i will perhaps call you this weekend? Your voice always brings me this peaceful feeling...is very nice...but like you i'm withdrawing a lot so i shouldn't make promises. i care bout you tons and you're far from worthless. You bring so much to my world. Thank you dear Jason.