02/22/2006: "... what?"
Currently Feeling:
Not too pleasant.
... I worked hard on my Japanese test. I studied. I spent time on it. I read everything.
I got a C?
For some reason, this is killing me. I can barely sit through the rest of class. Screw it. I want to just leave.
And yet I'll sit there. I'll state blankly ahead.
My self-worth has been murdered.
F**k
School
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On Wednesday, February 22nd, Sean said:
Um...WTF? Okay, that is seriously some crap, after all the work you put into everything...
Now, I don't know the circumstances, but let me just say this -- if it was because you missed some things because you used Nakama for your first three semesters...Don't beat yourself up. If it was because Sugawara is a subjective ass who favors his in-group, don't beat yourself up.
The only way I'll allow for you to beat yourself up over this is if you deliberately pitched this test...I mean, literally screwed off and didn't do JACK (AND I KNOW THAT'S NOT TRUE...HINT HINT)
SO, KEEP your self worth, man! You are Teh R0xx0rs at Japanese, you're just having a bad time acclimating to a living hell. I know it's rough, but man, just hang in there. We can talk more later or something...
I don't know how an A student like you gets a C. I really don't understand it. And it's not an "I'm so ashamed of you" kind of reflecting...it's a sort of "There's something very, very wrong here and it needs to be addressed" reflection...
Cheer up, and hang in there. That's the best encouragement I can give for now.