07/10/2006: "[Library] Killing time"

Current Sounds: Typing, coughing, etc
Currently Feeling: My head hurts. Feel bad for me?

So, I'm here, at the library, killing some time because I don't really see much of a point in heading back home just so I can head out again. I also have a really bad headache for some reason, most likely from the heat. But that's neither here nor there, now is it?

I've been having weird dreams every night, though I don't seem to remember what they are with an hour or so of waking up. But they, at the time, seem so vivid. Most of the time they seem to revolve around conflict, usually arguing with people. I hate having dreams like that, especially for an extended period of time. I'd say it's related to stress, but I really don't know what could be bothering me enough to be messing with my sleep lately. Whatever it is, I'd like to deal with it soon and get over it. It'd be nice to actually sleep through the night without waking up several times. Bah.

As for the rest of today, it's been alright. I came to the campus to meet someone for lunch (first day of summer classes, so I came to meet up with them, though I'm not taking any summer classes this year), then I have about an hour and a half until I need to head out again to meet another person. I'm not sure if I'm going to go home in the mean time or just head to the new meeting place from here. It'll be more walking through the sun if I head back, but I'm not really sure what I'd do here if I wait. Decisions, decisions.

Also, before the night is through, I need to find two people to state that I'm not a crazy bankrobber so I can get my student loans for school. I'll be sending some e-mails off tonight and asking if I can use some people as references. If you're reading this and I did e-mail you.. well, this seems really awkward to read about it ahead of time. But.. yeah! Random, random.

That's about all I have to ramble about for now. I know I had some more prophetic/important-sounding things I wanted to talk about earlier, but nothing comes to mind right now, and my head hurts too much to put these thoughts together. I should go drink more water or somesuch. Remember, kids: you can't drink enough water in the desert.

Off I go.. I'll write again sometime soon-ish. I always come back with more exciting news. Oh yes.


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