06/15/2008: "My apartment"

Current Sounds: Playing Saint's Row (Xbox 360)
Currently Feeling: ... now what?

I had a chance to upload the video of my apartment today, so here it is, for your viewing pleasure!

My Apartment.

Please excuse the mess.. I had just moved in prior to making the video.

That's the weird thing about living alone and just working a job.. when you're done for the day, you're done. That's it. I'm just here, with nothing to do until I head into work tomorrow, in a little over 12 hours. Then I go out to work, come back tomorrow night, and find something to do until the next day.

I guess it's good in a way.. but I can't help but wonder: Now what? Is this what I went to all those years of school for..? To find things to do to waste time in the evenings until I retire?

Dunno.. I'm sure I'm just too introspective as of late, and still not quite adapting 100% to my surroundings. Hopefully it'll get better with time. Whatever happens, though.. I refuse to let my life become that; a series of events, a chain of one night after the next, ultimately killing time. I've worked too hard, come too far for that....

right?


Jason